lil glowing specs of light.

One of the finest days of the summer,

I dived deep

dark andddddddddd cold

in the puget sound.

there were pretty little lights

that outlined every motion of my body

and every design i made, it followed.

phosphorescence.

one of my favorite things in summer is the phosphorescence.

goodbye, dear summer.

goodbye phosphorescence.

Words of wisdom that I should remember.

so here we go little one.

breathe in the new day

with hopeful spirits.

I know its early

and the day seems gray

but

with these tears

brings in compassion.

compassion, and awareness.

so I say, live in the moment.

don't waste this

this, now, is special

and perfect.

be thankful,

out of all, give thanks

because time seems to go

so slowly.

but you look back, and it passed

so

fast.

This universe, this world,

Loves you unconditionally.

so love your self.

above all.

love yourself.

one night to be confused, one night to speed up truth.

Hmmm, opportunities.

I start school in 10 days! Thats coo.

But, during this year.. what are my goals? I have a lot of plans spinning in my mind.

So this school year, I would like to.

• find a new side of oly I have never been acquainted with
• learn some chords and songs on guitar
• do well in school
• figure out next year (Uni? Volunteering? Traveling? City year in another state? Americorp? South Ameircaaaaaa!?)... I just want warmth. And to be with someone who warms my heart.
• work out, in ways to make me happy. start dancing more! Ballet again? Yoga, Hot yoga!!
• Farming!!! I don't care where, I just wanna!
• Read, please.
• be wonderful and loving to all around me.

I have a job now too, thank you so much life.

fill my cup with tea.

i dont know

what has

gotten into

me.

or why

i feel

so alone.

i go, and i notice

places.

i know where

to exactly go.

but

i still feel

so alone.

people leave

they come and go

i understand

this

fact.

but, i

still

feel so

alone.

maybe its how

everything

here

reminds me

of you.

and you're not here.

i wish i could

just go

somewhere

completely new.

again.

and it won't remind

me of anything.

but nothing really matters. I'd be running away from my feelings, and eventually the same would catch up to me.

but, i like running.

i find new things.

& it makes me happy.