Well, indeed, I am revived. I am here ok? I am still alive. I am living my swiss life, quite ok, everyday is some new surprise in store, to learn about this culture, to see the contrast on myself with these people.. to gain similarities. But all in all, we are all one people, there is no separation. Sometimes I feel like I am loosing myself, like I am turning into boring sand and it is slowly falling and flakey and getting sent off with the wind. Until there is nothing left. I feel myself falling in sleep in class, when in the beginning I was wide awake, eager to learn German. Is senioratis hitting me here? Well, it could. I need to count my blessings, and this year is going too fast and I need to take it in!! Today I fell asleep in German, while we were watching a movie. I woke up, realized what was happening, but looked around and saw 3 other people sleeping. Then, I realized I was drooling everywhere on my shirt, embarrassing? No, no one saw. hahahah!
YES OK, GUESS WHAT MY PEOPLE? I changed host families. To an AMAZING lovely spectacular swiss family that are indeed so kind and friendly, and genuine. I have 3 BROTHERS (finally in my life) and all of them are HILARIOUS. I crack my everyday at the dinner table. One is 18, almost 19.. the middle is 16, and the youngest is 14. The oldest speaks to me in Swiss german, which I UNDERSTAND now!! Wipeeee! Sometimes I still do not get what he says and just mutter "uh- huh" hahahha.
