I got dressed, raced to the bus stop, and talk to my lovely swiss friend Laura. We talked about life on the bus, as we passed by the lil villages on my way to school in the dark. I really have been craving sunnnnshine lately. Her dad is a naturopathic docter which fascinated me sehr. She asked about my dad, and I told her he is dead. She said she felt bad, and asked more about it, I told her I have grown a lot and I wouldn't be talking to her , or be in Switzerland, without that happening. Most people who find out don't say anything here. Just silence after I tell them. Laura asked I was a Pisces and I told her yes, and she is one too. I also get a lot of people asking me what I am, they really believe in horoscopes here or something.
I went to school, and felt a lil bit gloomy today. Yes, I have my hard days too. I had 2 hour of Physics and then German, and I talked to the teacher and I am going to start participating in the difficult reading material , because I want to do something atleast, and not just independent study. Its hard just sitting there, I was ok with it in the beginning, but I feel a little bit not like a normal student when I do that, I just feel worse of myself. In Physics, I worked on this lil art project instead of participating.. ha. I don't know , I didn't even have Physics in the states, and doing it in German would be a completely different thing. I could even start trying that too. I had dance today, we are learning a hip hop/jazz dance, which pirked up my mood immensely! And, and, tonight I have palates (sp?)! I joined a lil group in Mellingen, just to get some sort of work out in during the week without sport in the school.
I had no music in the afternoon, so I went home and ate lunch with my host mom and she showed me pictures of lovely Paris.
I gotta keep working on my art project. Till next time!